The 1 AM post.

[This post should have been posted awhile ago at 1 AM. Unfortunately, the net here in the dorm got cut off before then. Damn. Anyway, here it is.]

1 AM of Monday, and I've spent my entire Sunday sleeping and writing in my blog. Nothing academic whatsoever. What's the use, anyway. It's two months to graduation, I'm a senior, I can bum now. It's an inherent right-- which I won't be using today.

You see, I have this Philosophy report later today. I've been blabbering about Sartre in one of my entries below, and that's who I'm going to report on in class. I have to prepare 10 minutes' worth of oral presentation tomorrow regarding his essay: Existentialism and Human Emotions. I have created the slides already (with a little bit of stressful prompting), along with the hand-out to go with it, so what I have to do is just make myself a rough outline of what I'm going to say tomorrow. The slides won't be enough; I made them as stripped down of detail as possible.

This task isn't really making me nervous as it would have if this was given last year or even last semester. Nothing really makes me nervous now. I think that's a good thing. Que sera sera. But this doesn't mean I will be lax about my studies. Well, okay, I am being lax, but what I mean is I won't be throwing my last semester away. I'm still the academically-conscious Kerwin. I'm still aiming for that With Honors title. I'm just doing it, this time around, with a pen in one hand, and a cocktail on the other.

1 AM. Tick tock, tick tock.